Purgatorio

There is no satisfaction whatever at any time.
There is only a queer, divine dissatisfaction,
A blessed unrest that keeps us marching.

~Martha Graham

I wait here
patiently
with a task
the success of which
makes very little difference to me;

What had been my motivation
has been decided against.
Crucially.

And at night,
in my little room,
I stare into blue heaven
and wonder
about
freedom.