*

it hits me
like darts now
beauty in excess
memories I cant forget
come to me like missiles
ripping to shreds
any semblance
of the present
for one second
I am there again

the last time I heard this song
how dead
I was
inside
and
the
fact
that
I’m
not
that
way
now
I cant
keep
the tears
in
I cant
stop
from
crying